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Snippet of Holly Randall Unfiltered: 180 - Mary Moody Confessions of a Cam Girl

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Mary Moody reveals her struggles with mental health while working as a cam girl and how her supportive fan base has helped her through tough times.
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Mary Moody reveals her struggles with mental health while working as a cam girl and how her supportive fan base has helped her through tough times. Mary also tells Molly Randall about the boundaries that she has set for live streams and highlights the importance of presenting her authentic self to her audience rather than an idealized version of herself.
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they've seen me like I definitely for a long time. I was like dealing with depression so I would get on cam and just, like, eat dinner. Like Like I'm like, this is the maximum energy you get. And those guys watched through all those shows I was going to ask you, like So if you're having a bad day or you're going through something, do you do you still do your show? And are you honest with your fans? And do you talk about, like, realistically how you're feeling? And I'm not feeling sexy today? Or do you always feel like Okay, I need to I am putting on a show. I am a performer, like I need to suck it up and and be something. I feel like I'm not today. I don't know if I'm so sensitive, but I absolutely refuse to do a sexual show If I don't feel good like, maybe that's why, like for me, like there's been times when I'll do a come show and, like, five hours of camping, like every day for a month, because I'm just like I'm energetic and I'm excited and I want the money and you know, like I feel motivated, excited. And then there's other times where, like so my I have some lines. One line is if I will cry if someone's mean to me, I don't care. So I can take any mean comments because, you know, being a person on the Internet. But if I'm in the kind of mood where someone goes like, Oh, you're annoying, stop talking and I want to scream or cry I don't log off. And that's because, like, you know, I have gone through depression. I've gone through getting sober while I was a streamer, like there's just ups and downs and it's not really about the fans online. It's just if I feel so unhappy that I can't have fun the whole time, I literally won't stream. Luckily, that's rare, and I will tweet like not feeling good today. Like I will see you tomorrow. Um, oral tweet like weaning off my antidepressant. Not going to be online today, you know, whatever. The if it's something I'm willing to share because, uh, like two years ago, I got off antidepressant and, like, my heart was racing all day like just weird side effects. So, like you can't stream, so I would just tweet and be like, I'm still weaving off Martha's up in. You're not getting a show today. I'm so sorry, And no one's ever complained like literally. Never. Yeah, I think that authenticity make people. I mean, I think that's why you know, you you get the fans that you get and you know you get people that are really devoted to you because again like they see you as a real person. And that's been what's changed so much about sex work since the Internet era. Because back in the 80 seventies and eighties eighties, specifically in the nineties, you know, it was all about being that perfect picture, perfect girl in the box cover. And like the vivid movies and you never knew you never had that personal connection with porn stars. There were this unattainable person that you'd masturbate, too, but you would never know, and the Internet has completely changed that. It's been such an interesting, interesting change, and I would say my goal. Like the persona. I don't really have a persona, but, you know, I actually avoid looking to fake because one thing that happens is I have a super high quality camera when I stream and a lot of guys will come in and they're like, Is this real? Is just a recording like this is fake. You're an actor, you have good equipment, you have money like this is fake. And so I very purposely don't like, overdo the perfect image. Like, for example, if I have acne like I have acne like like I put on makeup. But I don't put on enough makeup that you can't see my acne or a really common tip I get is up close Face super zoomed in because I have a four k camera and I always joke like you come here to see my pores, right? Like they can see, like, the pores on my face. And I don't like, always shave perfectly, you know, like whatever. And my hair is always messy and I don't know, and I'm just myself like, if I start laughing hysterically on Cam, I'm not going to hide my face. Or if I don't like I don't know, I just I don't censor myself on purpose because that in combination with high quality equipment, signals fake and they literally will lose interest and leave my chat. But when they come in the chat and they're like, Oh, my God, you're so funny. You're like like you make me laugh. You're a real person or you do things that are embarrassing. Sometimes it creates like they're really there with me. I'm not.
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