Yeah, I haven't had a day off since like a year or even more because I left my work like my full time work before there I left last fed. And then every single day I got like four hours sleep. I was a carer. I loved it and they let me keep my job doing this as well. So sorry time if you want to hear it. Yeah. Yeah, so I was working as a carer and then I had like willow sky come on instagram. My ex boyfriend's best friend, my ex boyfriend's best friend's mom was my boss. Um So then her son requested to follow Willow on insta and I thought I know what this is about and do I want to keep this job? No, because I'm earning enough to keep my own friends, I'm gonna accept you and exactly what's going to happen. Uh Then about five minutes later I have I have a phone call from my manager. He was like my best friend, she's like oh I know what you're doing and I was like, yep, I know this is gonna happen. She's like meet me at the veteran car and then we can have a chat. She's like are you selling pictures of yourself? And I was like yes. Yeah. And she was like okay I don't know if you're allowed to do it with our job but ah by all means do it like you're allowed to have two jobs that's okay, that's fine. And then my ex boyfriend's best friends, mom who's my boss was like not getting sucked. And then the studio came I was like, no, you're allowed to have two jobs. We don't say no pornography, you're just allowed to have two jobs. Um Does that keep it Like you're fine? And I was like okay, like whatever. So I kept the two jobs and this is really hard to juggle now because I'm trying to keep up with have a few hours sleep and then do 12 hours of care in the day. I was like, I need to give up one of them and obviously gave up the caring, but I didn't want to because it was the only job that I did really enjoy. But yeah, I feel like everyone who does caring as well, they always get sucked. So I feel like I was quite lucky. Yeah, because so many people don't aren't really like, you know, I understand why selling naked pictures. Why is it different? I'm not looking after people my age who are going to see me. I'm looking after 90-100 people. Like age wise, they don't have a phone, most likely not going to have Internet. They don't like who I am. They can't even get up, they stop working 50 years ago. Like it, they won't know and I was just like, yeah, like it's fine. Uh that's an interesting story. My phones. It's telling me to stand up. I don't normally wear my friend, I'm like, what is that? It's like stand up. Okay. So some people I speak to, they've like obviously got the sack and other people have gone, oh it's not been too bad. It's really interesting to hear how different different normal jobs as they say, react to people getting like only fans or porn or whatever it is. Um But it does seem mad that I don't know why people, I don't know why. It's so like why is it so negative taboo? Yeah. What is that? We'll have sex when, when, when people ask you what you do, what do you say? I kind of laughed. It depends on the person. If I kind of like gauge what they like straight away, I'm like yeah I do for and they're like cool, but if I kind of know what they're going to stop the conversation when I tell him I just say oh I'm a blogger or I'm but that was when I started doing porn uh now I just say I do for you and then whether you want to talk to me like that that's not my problem, like that's that's your problem, it's not mine.